While everybody is celebrating Mother's Day on Today (May 12th), R&B Mogul Diddy opened up about how he celebrated the holiday following the death of Kim Porter.

According to Billboard, during an interview with Essence Diddy broke down in tears as he spoke of the mother of three of his children.

Diddy said the following,

The truth is Mother’s Day is going to hurt. We definitely going to celebrate you know all the mothers. We’re not going to get in the way of that. But you know, honestly, anybody that’s lost a mother, lost a soulmate, it takes time. It takes time. They say time heals all wounds but when it comes to your mother, I don’t think that’s the case. And that’s not a negative thing. Because as people we need wounds. Just like when you don’t listen to your mother and you get out of pocket, you need something to sting you sometimes, forever and to keep you on point. And teach you a lesson.

While fighting through the tears Diddy also was unsure of what he is going to do next.  The pain of losing Kim hurts, but whatever he decides to do will be positive.

Make sure you check out Diddy and his six children on the cover of Essence magazine’s 49th anniversary May issue.